is it sullen?

today i vent my anger on something i shouldn't have pursue. sorry cel, you had to listen all my to crap.

i realized again today, that somtimes if that's the only thing i'm able to do then i guess it's my maximum.
was it childish of me to think that way?

sometimes i wonder, but i guess i have to let go and move on, anger is something i can't pass through my life without experiencing.

there is still so much for me to learn out there, so i can't just stop here. i know it. and i hope and wish that i'm able to do it.

and i guess in a way everyone's right. i get too caught up in my thoughts and sometimes i never stop and think. and when i do stop and think, i realized that some of the things i say and do is rather improper of me. like how let say i look back at the sent messages in my sent items inbox, as i look through it i realized how i sounded, not that i'll regret it for life. but hey, it happens.

-got to stop and think.
-at the same time do not have too much control over myself.

-god damn it zong listen to people's good advice!

tagged replies:
Hs: I supposed the reason why i said that it's cause, life's a decision, and well sometimes i can't or haven't make it out. :)
Ju: No prob, anytime. =D
Gary: good for ya man! why did you curse? :S